To be quite honest

Day Seven of NaPoWriMo:

To be quite honest, I'm not good with words (A)
Emotions make me queasy - feelings I prefer none(B)
People make nervous- I prefer the company of myself.(C)

Until I met you, the only person I liked was myself
I want to tell you how I feel but I'm lost for words
The chance you reciprocate those feelings for me are a hundred to none.

I rather feel queasy towards you than to experience things by feeling none
You make me see things differently - bettering myself
I have so much to say but not the right words

don't take offense that I say none, my words and myself get nervous around you

Food For Thought

Day Six of NaPoWriMo:

My stomach of knowledge hungers for more
Snacks and facts do not satisfy i anymore.
It growing and shaping into something so big.
When I was younger it was once slightly bigger than a fig.

No matter how much I study and try to learn lots
It growls, twisting and turning itself into knots.
The knowledge I grave needs with stainable substance.
The world is filled with it- I'll go the distance.

I'll go to places where I'll be fed.
Find me in classrooms, libraries- where those who starve dread.
The more I know, I'll gain more power.
And maybe the growling will stop in my final hour.

When Seeds Don't Grow

Day Five of NaPoWriMo

I've come to realize
there are things beyond my control
like how my feelings blossom
and how yours lack to grow.

I can't make you love
I can't make you care
All I can do is hope that you'll be there
On those nights that are extra lonely
and that one day you'll be my only

As of now
my thoughts wither and grow
As I stand here with no control.

Cruelest Month

Day Four of NaPoWriMo:

The cruelest month that I can recall
is the one that occurs right before fall.
It puts an end too all the summer fun
where the students go back and the work just begun.
I'ts not just that that makes it so cruel
it is also the fact that it's the beginning of school.

How about also the weather so bipolar
it looks like fall but so hot from the solar.
This month is the end times of all the fun
But fall has not even begun.
If you couldn't tell cause you're in a rush
The month most cruel is August.

I'm Your Biggest Fan

Day Three of NaPoWriMo:

Dear Charlie,
We met briefly after your show
and there is something I'd like you to know.
I was the girl who enjoyed your line up
and got you to put your lopes up!
I am your biggest fan if you couldn't tell
I sing your songs and know them well.
We will probably never meet again
That saddens me my tears they fall rain
I'm totally kidding Im not that obsessed
I just think that you are the best.

Family Portrait

Day Two of NaPoWriMo:

In his room locked away
is where he chooses to stay.
He is as present as he is absent.

She spreads love to those around her.
I'm blessed to have her as my mother.
She is as good as her cooking.

He works hard and strives to win
We are different though he's my twin.
He's my best friend.

April's Fool

Day One of NaPoWriMo:

Jokester of Spring is here
You're a fool
The joke is on you